Spring Blossom, Autumn Sorrows

Saturday, February 26, 2005

jap written test is O-V-E-R!!!
whoooooooo!
yasashii amari ga, amoshiroii desu ne heehee n_n
means ' not very easy but, is interesting!
well when i see the paper, woa, ahh hiragana..
all the wormy jap cheracters lol.
but heng i never tou tong or gan jiong.
so the paper went

SmooOOOOoooth!

hope to pass in it, 2 big tests to come tho'.
listening and PrEsEnTaTiOn!!!
need to talk and present in jap of cos lah diao..
and present a size A2 chart, big loh.
and econs.. wheee! it's almost done liao!
provided my members type them out lah lol.

POM presentation on thursday was GREAT.
but i still doubt about my fake hong kong accent lol,
cos i act as a naggy HK customer i the skit, not bitchy okie! is
LOH SOH zhar boh whahahaaa!

6hrs tuition again, mai doyoobi (every sat) also like that.
soon,
mai dooyoobi yoru tomodachi to ANYWHERE e tabemashyoo!!!
(every sat evening go anywhere eat with friends * w/ da shitz*)

i am happy!

happy happy happy!

haaAAAAppppPPPyyyyy!!!!!!!!!! n_n

she told the story ... 8:38 PM

Thursday, February 24, 2005

life is so fragile..

my friend's pet passed away yesterday,

and today the presentation she did it so

PERFECTLY!

when she was breaking down and apologizing to me earlier that morning,

that she might not do a good job.

i know that life is precious since cookie come into my life,

after knowing that dog lives for around 16-20 years..

too short!

i can't take life for granted man,

i have to do everything i can now cos i hate to regret things i do.

the biggest regret is that $65 hospital bills for no reason..

i got 3 comments that i am a 'cool' and 'steady' person during this week by 3 friends..

that they havent seen me gan jiong since school started.

well erhem!

i hide them, like a pro =)

and release them when nobody's looking.

what is cool? cold-hearted? everything-i-also-dont-care?

for me, it hurts to be cool.

the only time i break down w/o caring for my image is with my best friend,

over the phone cos he cant see me haha!

deep inside,

i worry about myself, my family, friends and cookie.

hey, u do learn something new everyday dont ya?

makes u discover more about yourself, what u think and feel =)

good good.

be strong people,

dont take life for granted cos it's always full of

good and bad surprises.

she told the story ... 11:42 PM

Tuesday, February 22, 2005

how come today accounting test i feel..

nO.otHinG?!

i should be nervous or excited lei!

whatever the outcome, fail or pass,

i'm gonna do good on the finals,

for

mArKeTiNg!!!

n_n

she told the story ... 10:17 PM

Saturday, February 19, 2005

hot, dry, windless.

not even humid at all, just pure heat w/o vapour!

sweat sweat sweat.

and dang it sch just tightened the dress code,

need to wear MORE and this STINKS DURING HOT WEATHERS.

even my mama say i wear a t-shirt is too much, SEE!!!

and guess what?

i saw the woods in Tampines on fire.

the smoke was blazin' the roads my gor gor could hardly see anything while driving.

can even smell the smoke in the car.

and some parts in Pasir Ris near the pet/fish farms were burnt out already.

but i think the summer in the States is worse than ours..

global warming mah? or heat wave?

i dunno.. but i'm concerned cos everyday SO HOT!

i might take another 2 new students, 11 & 12.. that makes 5 students..

but i'll be doubly tired & all i wish is a pass in grades, not A's or B's..

that can liao..

everyday sch, work come home chiong tut and orh orh kun -_-zzZZZ

this is my life for the moment.

time for entertainment? haha i dunno man.

sch rocks for the moment.

and my jap speaking test?

i gan jiong till everything forgot on the spot but still manage to say something that er..

makes sense and is understandable..

but i dont care much liao..

so many things to do tonight and tml..

tut, POM proj, BA2 class test revision, jap written test, econs proj, work work..

ALOT.

not really complaining.

still happy though, cos i'm financially & academically independant n_n

i just saved enough to pay my sch fees for the next semester AGAIN yay!!!

my mama no need worry for me at all heehee.

and this rocks man!

you know this feeling of independence?

awesome.

she told the story ... 9:10 PM

Wednesday, February 16, 2005

BY MOSQUITOES THAT IS..

these days weather so bleddy hot..

now the school is turning strict on dress code..

dunno if wear an innocent tank top will tio caught boh..

haiz!

shouldn't be bah, but t-shirt is already heat-trapping!!!

AND BORING.

and many many mannnnyyy mozzie bites..

dang u wen zi!

i got a mini mozzie-exit in my room also no use.

and 1st time i have a bit in the center of my neck -.-

okie i not 'complaining' just saying what i think.

just ate KFC banditto.. oishii ne!

argh.. fri is jap listening test!

hope my partner standard is like me; DON'T BE SO PRO IN SPEAKING ALIEN LANGUAGE TO ME!!!

HAHAHA.

despite laughing, now i gonna add 'mosquitoes' in my hate list.

phooey them!

she told the story ... 9:24 PM

Monday, February 14, 2005

haha chanting vday, well i spend mine simply this year.

gave my close friends joyce, cecilia, xue lian and shi ru some

goodies!

forever friends heart-shaped box with sweets inside!

argh i never buy myself one! can't eat the sweets..

and gave shi jia a bear hug, and many more.

simple mah? wahahaa.

and today i forgot no lectures leh..

went to school yi bao liang bao de..

BLUR >.<

but all cool though.

and i sent champ a little vday airmail too!

wow so hot today hor?

argh sianz play abit 1st than do jap proj lol.

havent do yet =P

she told the story ... 7:29 PM

Saturday, February 12, 2005

why?

cos i dont want my sis to wait for me for too long,

so i rushed to put on my contacts,

i blinked twice,

why is my image blur still? DANG!

WHERE'S MY CONTACT LENSES?!

looked at the sink, found nothing..

ARGH IT MUST HAVE GONE INTO MY EYES!!!

looked at my eyes, top and bottom, no lenses.

SHIT MUST BE AT THE BACK OF MY EYES!!!

*beep!!*

than i panicked like NEVER BEFORE, and my dad bought me to Changi Hospital.

went through 2 doctors, 1 eye specialist,

they say:' there's nothing in your eyes dear.'

DEAR MY ASS, i was still stubborn that mt lenses are at the back of my eyes.

paid $65 fees *heart pain* >_<

came home and..

saw that *beep* lenese on the toilet floor...

.... *heart pain pain* T.T

now i know my weakness;

whenever i'm gan jiong, i lose all my senses & CAN'T THINK STRAIGHT.

but when i'm gan jiong in school, different story;

i hide my panicky behind my face and stay calm and THINK.

must depend on situation i guess..

maybe because this is 'life and death' so i overacted..

stupid me,

STUPID.

need to change myself to be calm at all times and think of what to do instead.

i can do that, yeah.

never mind about that $65, as long as i am fine now and i learnt my lesson,

it's all cool de.

she told the story ... 5:50 PM

Friday, February 11, 2005

whahahaha!

* gong xi fa cai *

^ xing nian kuai le ^

~ nian nian you yu ~

... er and what else?!

FONT RED RED.. SO 'NEW YEAR' LOL.

wheee!!! happy chinese new year to all!

today is the 3rd day and guess what, all my cousins at at my house camping!

4 guys (chiew, kai, bing and tah) share my 2nd gor gor's bedroom,

6 girls (me, shirley, JJ, yingz, hsuan) including me share mine..

so squeezy heehee!

they played the ps2 'tao tai lang 2' with the baby growing and sucking their train's money and stuff loh..

later i have jap at 2pm but i'm gonna be a bad girl,

NOT GOING HEEHEE.

FOR THE 1ST TIME IN MY LIFE I SKIP A CLASS.

1ST TIME, EVER.

i joined the darkside liao hahaha.

okie.. later going to buy bubble tea for the many sleeping pigs in my house!

hope everyday so happy like CNY =D

she told the story ... 12:41 PM

Tuesday, February 08, 2005

yesterday i just told my bro say i miss mango..

and today after i came back from GIANT with my sister,

MANGO IS IN MY HOUSE!

WHAHAHAHAA!!!

HIGH LIAO!

but sianz.. still must finish my tutorials by today and that jap proj..

i kept on saying i will do them but haiz,

lao mao bing, ling shi bao fo jiao lol!

oh well, we'll see about it.

sOOOOooooo HaPPPPppppppy!!!!

she told the story ... 5:17 PM

Saturday, February 05, 2005

'ZHOU JIE LUN 2' lol! well the hood (curtain in my bedroom actually) remind me of jay chou lah haha. n_n

she told the story ... 8:23 PM

MuacksSsSsSSSsssss... =D *nono cookie, dont rape her, she's TOO YOUNG!*

she told the story ... 8:20 PM

this is MANGO! still a shittsu puppy, almost 3 month old. her tail up cos in 'playful mode' lol. soft fur, soft body, playful, easily tired lol. SO SMALL!!! cutex! n_n

she told the story ... 8:19 PM

haha today although tuition for 6 hrs straight,

i came home w a SUPER PLEASANT SURPRISE.

see my title? YEAH!!!

2 PUPS IN DA HOUSE YA'LL!

cO.okIe & MaNgO!

haha! cookie the horny bastard, kept on smelling mango LOL.

and mango is sooo soft and furry! and she barks lol..

but cookie dont bark cos he barks only when door bell rings or u accidentally step on his paw paw T.T

woa actually i wanna come back home to do some tut & jap proj so i have none for nxt week..

BUT THEY ARE DISTRACTING ME!

kAwAii Ne =D

ooooo... i like them both but still!

cookie's eyes are always the most beautiful cos he's a maltese, mango's a shittzu mah.

OMG, I'M DANG TIRED BUT HAPPY TONIGHT LOL! WHEEEE!!!

my house, so delightful lol.. puppies chasing around..

too lively le lol!

woa, so high now lol n_n

she told the story ... 8:02 PM

this website says:

a typical gemini female is tall and slim with long legs -_- and...

a small bust -_______-.

so damn true!!!

argh >.<

...

ARGHH!!!

she told the story ... 1:24 AM

Thursday, February 03, 2005

just came home, feel so relaxed hee.

but later gotta study for jap hiragana test, argh...

actually i could have came back home at 1pm de.

went eat teriyaki beef set at mensas, BAD AS USUAL.

than went reserviour sit and talk about horoscope, wow so nice cos the view de-stress me lol.

than till like almost 3pm joyce go to her psycho,

met shi ru and cecilia, shi ru took my sneak away with my file! heng joyce told me than i rushed to grab it back from her lol.. shi ru, so playful as usual.

than went library with hui ling, talk about her work and mine, horoscopes again and dogs lol, we so noisy!

the 2 malay girls beside us eating fried stuff, could smell it man, so we talk, boh chap them they not study what right hahaha.

than waited for hui ling go in her arts appreciation class than...

here i am, home, at last n_n

sorry champ, i dunno u waited for me today but argh.. i accompanied my friends instead =P

cecilia mon will go for my MBS lecture at 11pm, i think alot of pple whose class crashed with chinese new yr will come on mon too since make up lessons is a sure boring alternative.

man, gotta go to that lecture early on mon if not i will sit super in front, which i dont mind actually. or sit on the staircase, which i dont mind too LOL.

cookie.. he so clever and kuai.. peed on newspaper BUT,

pooed on the floor, aiming no good HAHAHA!

his bday coming, 25 feb.. whee!

wanna buy him somethg, still thinking lah.

*poke*

she told the story ... 4:55 PM