i am upset,
so sad when a person learns her lesson,
only by mouth and not the heart..
only overnight,
or perhaps for a week or so..
no matter how many ways i try to show my affection,
there is always somebody more important..
isn't it?
i'm not jealous of not getting your attention,
you dun have the time and energy to anyway.
i just wanna be remembered,
as one of your closest blood.
yet,
you think i am a liar at times,
and that i'm a burden to your own fantasies and recreation.
and the troubles you've caused me,
don't you feel a slight bit of guilt at all?
gadgets that is equals to my 2nd brain is not something as simple as you think my dear.

i shall keep this nasty incident to myself..
you'll hate me forever if i didnt.
and old fickle-minded me might regret it too..
i'll just remain old.. and act stupid,
should i?

today sadness is written all over my face =(
i'm just a dummy beside you i guess,
since our birth,
since that very fucking day when you started school,
when you changed,
wholly..
into another person.

until you provoke me again,
i might unleash the devil in me,
for your good.
i cant' forgive and forget anymore for another 18 years that will destroy the rest of your life.

today even tho the haze is not bad,
i dun feel like outing cos i feel restless..
watched "forbiddean siren" dvd,
erm it's ok ok..
watched "scary movie 4" for 15mins off it cos not funny and sibey lame,
watched "the game" for another 15mins off it cos not scary sibey boring..
not the movies' fault la,
is mine.

i just feel my neck aching.
thanks ah IKEA..

just finished my work stuff..
oh and i bought Paris Hilton cd!!
she CAN sing lor,
unique voice =)
dad-dad, dad-dad, dad-dad-daaa~
salasaaaaaaa!!!

what a sian sunday =/