i got comments that i got tired eyes,
puppy eyes, watery eyes,
one-eye-double-eyelid-the-other-single eyes..
so confusing.
well, and that i'm blur, forgetful, outta point, tired, blank..
seriously, i am since the last 3 months.
already didnt do a couple of tuts liao..
even though 3 students sound 'little',
taste it and u'll know my stress.
and i am stressed.
it's unlike JC when u are mentally drained,
study study & study -> made me unhappy at all, felt like crying =(
the stress i face now is physical & mental..
study & work -> BUT makes me happy =)
cos i'm all-rounded in this way,
IT'S MY DEFINATION OF CURRENT LIFE.
compare not,
for everybody's life's different.
emotionally, i'm stressed by some people,
who are irresponsible, AS, insensitive &
talks u off as if they are always right.
but still, i can absord all these nonsense and pretend nothing ever happened.
this is my problem:
i never think for myself but make sure others are a-ok.
so i dont show my sad/angry face and joke back.
i dont want them to know i hate their this and that and please stop saying this and that.
i never.
so i'm 'ON' everytime,
am i really so 'ON'?
doing things against my will just to please people?
or am i this good by nature?
i'm confused,
cos this sucks.
gosh i'm revealing too much,
but i dont care liao..
well, tml is my MBS online test on Access,
i'll try my best to do good on it.
