sigh.

i am such a failiure =(

let me be pessimistic for a while, ya?

apart from tuition trembling in my hands,
despite knowing the fact that my tuition only stands 1.8%/100.0% of each of my student's time/ month (yes, it's damn little time and i counted),
i have a bad feeling that it will be over,
all the remaining,
soon.

additionally,
i fail to communicate more with my sis..
her conversation to her friends is to me is 100:1,
abnormal.
i'm just plain boring.

next are my results..
when i was super stress with 6 students,
i aced all the subjects last semester.
now down with 3,
i dun think i will see any A..
i've already C-ed all in my slip =(
hope to B-ed them all with project and indi work.

also...
it looks like me running around have caused my network to shrink,
tremendously.
there's already a perception towards me that:
'haiya she not free de la, forget it.'
yeah, very true..
can't blame tuition,
it's my life supporter,
can't take no $_$ from my parents.

and my network..
one of my best friend,
has given up on me..
i guess.....

this particular zodiac;
the most stubborn one among the 12,
is really one huge atomic bomb when ticked.
am i silly to denote it?

booOOOOOooommmm*
i just blasted one network.
gone,
i guess.

i am such a farked-up farker!
completing RE4 doesnt cheer me up much..
stressed out even during holidays..
i might be thinking way too much.
not excited about SIP,
AT ALL =(